| somtimes i feel like im hidin who i really am.. like as if there was nothin wrong in my life well thats not true i guess everyone wishes their life was perfect so they just pretend that thiings are just alright... well lets see my life isnt alright i m really caring and nice to people but u kno they gotta treat me the sem wey im tired of some people treatin my like shit and i put up with it because i was frontin and yeh i kno i can be a bitch somtimes but u kno thats who i em i got multiple personalitys diffrent styles... and other stuff i hate it when somone labels me as somthin it gets me mad... i mean my bitch side is only when u start somthin with me or when im pmsin but people kno not to get on me when i em pmsin and some people just dont get it so i turn to a real bitch bout it.. then theres the side when im really sweet n carin haha ill be there to comfort you when your down ill be a shoulder you can cry on ill sit with you if your lonely what my gerls dont kno is ill alweys be there for them when they need somone i kno they juss let their feelings inside and keep it in but somtimes they need to share it with som and im there if they got no one.. then theirs my study side yeh i got wun even though i dont get really good grades ... this year ive been workin my ass off in skool and you kno what non of it pays off i wish it did cuz i do study hard but nothin happens u kno then parents be gettin on my case that pisses me off even more somtimes i wish that theyd juss be happy i try my best but no i gotta get lip from them seyin why cant u be more like ur cousins they all get straight a's and go to haverd duke yale ect.. blah blah blah im so tired of that shit... then theirs the singin part of me everytime i got nothin to do or have stress and trouble on my i sing and write music.. its the only thing i really care bout you kno ive been doin it for sooo long tht its my long and if i ever lost it id be nothing... then theirs the dancin part dancin is also my passion but not as much as singin i perform wit my sister n som pplz at places partys... ect and i sing too haha so its not juss a hobby its a out there thing too hopin wun day maybe ill be lucky and record a cd lol... hmmm then theres a fasion side of me i wear babyphat everyday literatly haha and then it would be aple bottom but u kno ill wear anythin haha even though im not punk ghetto white w/e ill still dress like it somtimes but hey thas juss who i em if u dont like it then dont like me at all i dont change my style for no one not friends boyfriends my parents no thats juss who i em n if they got a problem with it then too bad .. i love bright colors i mean real bright... i love all colors all diffrent styles eveything you kno i like to mix it up and see what i can come up with i wanna be a fasion disigner wun day too lol.... then theres the makeup nail hair me... i love that stuff too |
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| haha wow today made my day first me n my sister was gon do some suff outside so we went out n she closed da dorr right yeh so we got locked out lucky my figers fit through da door n that thingy so i stuck it through and got it to budge some.... then we took this plant and used dat to open da door right when i seid jenn ur plan aint gonna work she seid yeh it is then it opened haha now my fingers are swollen cuz they was between those things for 30 min lol |
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| hmm doin xanga again i guess =p here are some old n new pixx first 4 are new!
 ill listen now that ive relized...
  yeh i was cryin so wut!
 haha cool jeans huh
 lay wit me
 HUMP IT!
 missin dat long hair
 me n two my gerls
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